Darkness of Life..

Darkness loomed around me,
Was afraid to face back,
memories haunted me,
realized it was all fake.

"love endowed me life" what I thought,
happiness seem to surround,
Heart was impaled by a shot,
lies was all what I found.

Taught was I 'the price of soul',
Gave up life for a paper note,
Thought happiness it ought to buy,
ended up in the world of cote.

Hope was "God", only seemed to be,
compulsion was truth hath to break,
memories haunted me,
realized it was all fake......

" Life of Desire "

  "Shall we live, thee God's fear,

Hath we die, without his Grandeur"

Anybody who makes a path for themselves shall go beyond their imagination. Desire gave us the path to feel. Had we desired to born? Of course not! This is what we answer. Actually making a path, is our desire, our incarnation is his (God’s) desire. When the ray of universe came along, so do our desires. We tend to know the truth of existence, what we are? why we are here? Is it to play game with hearts, your's to feel the blossom of heart that gives us a feeling to feel anything, to feel anyone. From pain to happiness, from loneliness to oneness, from despair to freedom. We have desire in it. Desire that can change the trod of generation and that has succeed, in terms of feelings for pleasure but not pleasure for feelings.

Who is going to care who you are and what you will become? Who is going to sit beside you and scold you for your wrong doings and praise you for your success? Does the love of mother will be adamant to be with us forever? or Does the feelings of opposite sex will amenable with us forever? Does desiring to fulfill wish is just a wish of desire ? or finally... what actually does we(human) want to be happy and content, forever?? 

We have been all ears of cliche`s " Time changes everything, Happiness changes to pain, pain transforms into happiness, feelings for one-another changes, love fades, people change, place rebuilds, moment vanishes even the desire of decades changes within a point of time." So then, Is really a "Perpetual happiness just a myth" or Do we lack inner realization of human existence? or Has technology taken bulk of human life?

I have been searching for the answers, I have been revitalizing  the path from which our mind works, I have been in a deep thought for a long time asking, why I am always tired ?? I have been exploring my own identity for making me the one who I always dream of but fears have taken me, regrets have taken me, abortive deeds have broken me. Hoping to take an accolade from God one day, addressing him" Oh! God, hath I become yours true disciple or a bane of your boon..." I know his answer will make me travel to the wonderland of love and peace..only love and only peace, where human will float in the boat of wisdom, will have royal dishes in the Garden of Eden, will enjoy the love and pleasure of human touch, will sleep in the night of Venus eclipse...the place of only love and only peace...

   (to be continued......)    

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